Blogging: Insightful Pondering

My chest is going to explode with jealousy and aimless motivation to experience what I am many miles and day dreams away from. My best friends are flashing instant messages. My headaches feel unusually uncomfortable with their cause. My legs are restless as I lie awake for eons; molding my face into an over used pillow. Does a mistake last a lifetime? Or is a mistake a theory created from feelings of inexperience and pessimism? Maybe we're magnets. Maybe our "mistakes" are intended by life's energy pulling us to our purpose. Well whatever they may be, this particular one sucks.